2nd day

i skipped work. went to the funeral. i was quite disappointed by the simplicity of the funeral. everything was so simple. nothing much. well, maybe that was what thaithai wanted. they said for someone who was 105, we should all dressed in red and in fact celebrate. i personally cannot.

thai thai wanted to be cremated. initially she wanted to be put in the sea with pohpoh. during kung kung's funeral, she changed her mind to putting her ashes in nilai memorial park. we chanted and followed her to the cremation. i was trying so hard to hold back my tears, but what the heck.... i cried again. i cried with mummy. this is one thing i inherited from mummy - emotional. all the uncles & aunties came to console us. we were the only 2 who cried. it was really difficult to see someone you loved so much leave.

after that we left for home.