fair love 2

in my blog, i mentioned about loving all 3 fairly.

sue is right about the time factor. i used to think its that simple, but at times i can so clearly see myself having preference over one more than the other. as for ron, he is doing better than me, he knows how to treat both equally and all at home can see that he is so fair to both. my parents - needless to say - its always the elder one and my parents in law its always the younger one.

most times after work, we want to have a quiet cum stressless dinner out (meaning no kids running so far that we have to get up from our meal to chase them or having to take the porcelain spoon back from their hands so that they will not drop it) so we usually opt for only one child to follow us, due to that fact that reeve sleeps as early as 2130, so you all know who we spend most of our dinners out with?

now, my only contribution for my son is for me to quit my job permanently in order to spend more quality time with him. he is at the age where he requires a lot of attention, overflowing support and coaching to mould this lil' person to become a more daring and extrovert individual. i really do not want to neglect this vital growing up period.

i think in sue's case izac is still in a "baby" stage, he sleeps, he drinks and he cries all in the cot. but for reeve, he talks, he walks and he cries when we leave him to go out with renee. this toddler already knows his rights and our wrongs. therefore it is more than the essense of time we are negotiating here. so now, with the new arrival, i am struggling (mentally) to reach equality once again! i know for sure this time it will not be reeve who is left behind...